I had been bugged by friends to post more often. Although i always promised that i will, but somehow i never really like the idea. After a while, i have even forgotten that i have a blog myself.
I never knew why i lost the desire or interest to continue my blog, until today.
Now i know the answer.
It seems that i wanted to run away from the sad incident of loosing something precious. I wanted to stay away from starring at the laptop and reading my last blog again, the blog about Bubu.
I thought i was through with the pain but the reality is that i have not.
Reading the comments from my friends reminded me of Bubu and it teared me again to. And the sorrows in me erupted again. But i knew that this phase will passed. I hope that this will be the last time i am crying over Bubu.
The next time, whenever i revisit the post or am reminded of Bubu again, it will only be a huge smile on my face and nothing else.
Afterall, now i know Bubu will be friends with Cash-san or perhaps Milk too.
Love you Bubu.